Kevin Miller

21 / Kevin Miller / College Student(Rider University) / Environmentalist / Wandering around looking for my Path / Straight/ Instagram: Confusedsome1 KIK:Confusedsome1 Skype:Thekevin.miller11

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I’m not perfect, I’m terribly flawed and not someone to cross, but I’m also a lover and i hope to never see the darkness behind my eyes

The candle flickers

It’s shadow dancing against the darkened background

Spilling glimpses of luminescence upon the the night encrusted walls

I watch the candle light

Ebb and flow with the cool autumn air

As the chilling breeze spreads it’s embrace throughout our room

You trace my chest

Hand laying softly upon me

I try not to breath too heavily so I don’t disturb you

We don’t speak out of comfort

Stealing glances to you makes me smile

Yet every time I look to you and see you look back

I smile a mile wide

We pierce the silence with our lips

Lost in the others

I whisper sweet nothings into your ear

As we look out at the moon

Slipping out of your grasp for a second

I let the needle fall 

Seeing the vinyl spin faster

Sending soft and sweet words into the night’s air

I need nothing more

It’s you that I want

Nothing will beat this

So I hope I might be asleep

For then maybe I can rest forever

I never want this moment to pass

I never want to leave this

Right here

With you

As I get older, and inch closer to the real world, i’ve realized how utterly out of touch I am and honestly it scares me! I know very little of what is going on in the world today in regard to issues and problems outside of my little environmentally, hippy, fitness world. I’m trying to change, and I’m reading up on a lot more and holy shit this world can be beautiful but also… this world can scare the shit out of you!

Throwback to my week on the beach with my amazing friends #beach #summer #throwback #oceancitynewjersey #morning #sunrise #sand #sun #summer

Day off so I can Pack to go back to school

Long drive
Long night
The best night
Of my life…
Jason Mraz- Long Drive

Sitting out on the dock

I watch as the obsidian like darkness bobs up and down in the moonlight

Looking up I see with clarity

All the billions of stars that stare back down to me

They twinkle and shine

Although I know probably half of these stars have long since died

My thoughts turn to you 

As they always seem to

And for the first time in a long time I’m afraid

I am afraid of losing you

I’m afraid of not being enough

When I feel your hand on my shoulder it’s all I can do to keep from jumping

But you sit down on my lap

Rest your head against me

And press your ear to my heart

Tapping out the beats upon my chest

Then suddenly you stop and look up to me

Crawling up me you meet my gaze

And ask what’s wrong

I’ve never been able to keep anything from you

And I tell you of my fears

Getting more choked up when I think of it

But you wrap your arms around me 

Kiss me so sweetly

It’s long and full of love

And when we part from each others lips I smile

You tell me how much you’ve wanted me too

And for a few minutes we look at each other in silence

I could never find a word

That would accurately compare to how I feel of you

So I sit here

Holding you close

I’ve never been more sure of anything

Than I am with you

So I hold you a bit tighter

and kiss you a few seconds longer

For i’d do anything

Just to hold you in my arms

One more time

I love my new shirt!

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Do you have a iPhone?
confusedsome1 confusedsome1 Said:

I do!

A new day, a new challenge

If you love movies and ever get the chance to see the movie, “Under the Skin” starring Scarlett Johansson, please do!! It is very adult, so warning to some, but wow!!!

This movie is an incredible and spellbinding movie, in my eyes one of the movies showing the important things

  • What is humanity?
  • Who are we?
  • How do we interact with one another?
  • The fear of the unknown
  • The fear of ostracization
  • What are we really
  • The depravity we can go to 
Asker Anonymous Asks:
Woah why is everyone hating on you.
confusedsome1 confusedsome1 Said:

I could not tell you to be honest, but that’s okay it’s kinda cool now, i’m gonna have a crazy good workout tomorrow!

Well yes, you can choose to hate me, but guess what? I don’t give a fuck, I’m happy!